Every time I'm with some friends I know well I quite don't feel like I have known anything about them at all, both in real life and online.
Every time I tried to bring up any conversations or topics it just ended up with mess and awkwardness.
Every time I draw it's getting more and more and more stiff , emotionless , not exciting and boring just like me.
Every time I tried to understand and bringing up the mood it just ended up with that person getting more hurt from me with my ignorance.
Every time I tried to hide all the things , all the feelings it keeps leaking out to the public, I hate it but I still keep doing it.
Every time I did